i have no idea what i wanna do

it's funny...i spend a lot of time thinking about future nicki. she has so many possibilities.

when i come home in november, i mostly wanna just hang out at home for a while. thanksgiving comes up real fast after i get home, then i'll spend some time in december seeing everyone all up and down the coast, then i'll revel in the beauty that is christmas in california.

after that...hard to say. after i lived in paris, i swore i'd never live in a big city. it's too easy to get shuffled along with the rest and never make an impact on anyone/anything. but walking home in suphan tonight, i felt stifled and swore i'd never again live in a small town cuz there aren't enough things to do.

location figures pretty prominently into what job i get, but it's not like there's one place i wanna be. i think i'd like to be in the yay for a while, maybe get a job and an apartment for a little while. then again, if nothing works out for a while and i get really tired of san ramon, i wouldn't mind moving down to san clemente for a while, getting some wifi in the condo and job hunting down that way. the whole west coast actually looks pretty sweet right now.

if a sweet job worked itself out in sacramento, i wouldn't mind sacrificing my coastal passions for that. actually, sacramento's a neat city. and my nerdy heart would be thrilled for some excellent job in the capital, even if it is in a nearly bankrupt state.

also, if things were looking real bad in california and i just couldn't stand it anymore, i'd go live with amber in zuni for a while. i think it'd be cheap enough for me to just hang out there jobless for a while.

on top of everything, if obama called me and offered me a job in dc, i'd take it in a flash.

*sigh* future.