suphannnnnnnn!

i'm back! wandering around the internet, listening to a mix bri bri just made for me, and loving life.

i just watched a keyt news video on floatopia this year. iv is the most magical city ever. i keep traveling all around the world but still have yet to find a place i've felt prouder to call home.

i'm all unpacked now and when i zipped up my backpack, i felt this big rush of sadness. this trip--this insane, two-and-a-half-month summer break from school--is what i'd been looking forward to all last semester, for months. as soon as the excitement of thailand had settled around me, i got pumped for this vacation.

and now it's over. i don't even have the excitement of thailand to distract me this semester. i mean, it's not like i'm not thrilled by this country still or whatever. it's just about settling into a routine this semester. and i've said i'm excited for said settling, but now that i'm here, sitting on my bed, doing the exact same thing i'm gonna be doing for the next five months...well, i don't know. it's just so dull sometimes. i immediately want it all back...long, insufferable bus rides, hot nights in fan-only rooms, heavy backpacks, bartering for crap, foreign beer, deet, lonely planet planning, daily massages, fruit+yogurt+muesli...

meh. it'll probably just take a few days to shake this feeling.